the mask of music

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

I'm bac frm E prelim paper.. din realise how many teacher tried to call me up, but it's over.. haha.. i fell asleep but i manage to do a little more when i woke up.. i was so dead tired.. i din manage to finish E paper.. how am i goin to get an A at dis rate man???~ gosh.. It was still rainin when E paper ended.. i was so dead tired but hungry.. ate in sch den went bac home.. E rain got even heavier.. mich & i ran across E road.. E water on the road was lyk wow.. puddles.. drenched.. really turnin into a chicken.. had to walk all E wae bac in E thunderstorm.. E park was flooded too.. + E water was quite muddy.. had a hard time tryin to walk thru it man.. damn.. feelin so fuckin cold now la..back still hurts.. as alwaes.. my hair's dry le.. E jacket Bcame freakin heavy Bcos it soaked up water.. WTH lor.. den my hair was lyk drippin wet.. & a maid frm the 16 floor as if i was a weirdo.. damn man.. ok.. nvm.. I'm suddenly into slow songs.. as in i've always appreciated dose type of songs.. But it seems damn nice now la.. Michael Buble~~ 'Home' & 'Everthing' so nice & groovy.. Till E end by Chen Da Wei's also very nice.. so Ro MAN TI CAL~ haha.. ^^

as sung at [2:58 PM]

E prelims R here.. it started ytd.. but i din go ytd la.. i'm goin todae thou.. GOSH.. it jus started rainin.. omgomg.. how E hell am i goin to sch ltr man.. wad E.. ok.. now.. i dunno wad E hell but my smallest toenail on my left foot came off.. it din bled.. but E pain was dere.. PAIN.. but i had to study.. my geog.. i wanna get GOOD RESULTS.. I'm tryin to study.. but.. nth seems to get into my brain no more.. goodness.. i wanna go 'Hougang Chalet ' le la.. grrr.. i gotta rem to bring jacket, IC & entry proof.. lalala.. my hair's still wet.. wearin my sch uni & typin dis crap now.. lalala.. my blog's so plain la.. hmm.. ok.. gtg sch soon.. but.. it's still rainin.. how how how??? I wanna put photo as my background for the blog.. but i juz dunno how to do it.. goshhh.. aiya.. oh ya.. + i cant find my sch socks.. no white socks.. how?? i'll be wearing grey socks.. but sure tio de.. sianz.. GBM bah..

as sung at [10:00 AM]

Saturday, August 25, 2007

My studies R lyk kana sia la.. i need so much help man.. GOTTA START GOIN TO SCH!!!.. LOVE YA LOTS.. MUACKZ..

as sung at [7:10 PM]

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Din go sch + still couldn't finish my F&N.. But at least, i went for 'O' lvl eng oral.. woots.. Y's E passage abt astronomy?? Not only dat..i read so many wrong words.. gosh.. I wun B able 2 get E marks i wan le.. i think 2dae or tmr will B E last day u'll see me on9.. cos after finishin my F&N, i ain't able to use com le.. E old man in my hse says.. 'studies R very important.. do more work.. use less computer.. when u doin work on com.. u're not allowed to use msn..' wth man.. wtf is his prob?? i totally dun understand.. if wanna tok to frd for awhile, comments wld start shootin.. 'u call dis studyin??' damn sia.. sumtimes i wanna understand my parents.. sumtimes.. i jus cant understand.. crazy is E only word i haf for dem.. stupid damn.. if u're lookin for me, jus all.. frm Fri onwards.. lalala.. i go do my F&N le.. if nt tmr die.. tmr last last dae le..

as sung at [4:13 PM]

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Its attitude..
But freakin nice la..

The Potential Break Up Song

It took too long (x3)
for you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday

I played along (x3)
rolled right off my back
But obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
Who would forget that?

The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has until she leaves, don't let me go
Cause without me, you know you're lost
Wise up now or pay the cost, soon you will know

Bridge:
You're not livin' till you're livin' livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin' winnin' me
You're not gettin' till you're gettin' gettin' to me
You're not livin' till you're livin' livin' for me

Chorus:
This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one oh baby
Please, please tell me

We got along (x3)
until you did that
Now all I want is just my stuff back
Do you get that?
Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back

You can send it in a box
I don't care just drop it off,
I won't be home
Cause without me,
you know you're lost
Minus you I'm better off,
soon you will know

Bridge

You can try (x2),
you know I know it'd be a cry
Without me you're gonna die,
so you better think clearly(x2)
Before you nearly(x2),
mess up the situation that your
Gonna miss dearly(x2)
C'mon

Bridge
Chorus

This is the potential make-up song
please just admit you're wrong
Which will it be? (x2)

as sung at [4:57 PM]

It was quite an interestin dae 2dae man.. fun.. & tired.. wahaha.. I was lyk a sleepy head when i went to class.. wad lesson was dere?? i'm not even sure.. i went dere to slp till recess.. gosh.. slept frm E first period which was maths.. I woke up when my frd called me.. ' wei.. recess le..' so we went down to mum mum.. we were lyk tokin crap all E wae la.. den kana hit head as usual.. wahaha.. i'm getting more stupid.. so i must keep makin my brain work.. so i wun B more dumb dan dumb.. gratz.. chi & geog after recess.. had to do dis dunno wad its called la.. lyk analysis of E pic given.. bored.. had to B in grps.. den it's lyk E gurls were givin ideas & E guys were crappin.. pig was slpin & old man was makin a fool la.. arguein & stuf.. wahaha.. i drew pig on both their hands.. & added old on old man's.. wahaha.. but i also kana yeh.. red marker ink on my fingers.. damn seh.. haha.. den pig & chelle left us.. sobs.. leavin me, raja & old man whu keeps bullyin me.. 'sobs' haha.. no 1 wanted to do E presentation.. Listenin to Aly & AJ now.. It's lyk so nice.. * Suddenly I'm all alone, Pushed away,for nth wrong.. Out of E blue, U said we couldn't be togetha.. I've to get over u, had no choice.. Haf no voice..*

as sung at [4:41 PM]

Monday, August 20, 2007

After bein so FUCKED UP, my brains so totally not working.. cos I’m still feelin so lousy.. wads E damn cause 4 dis.. dat bloody fucker la.. Blastin music into my hear.. shuttin myself out frm E rest of E stupidity in dis world.. LEAVE ME ALONE.. GET OUTTA MY FACE.. TIME FOR ME TO GO!! U NOE I’M BETA OFF ON MY OWN!! FREAKS~

as sung at [9:51 PM]

I feel so freakin fucked up.. I’m lyk how old already.. Using ur freakin methods & settin ur freakin threats.. DAMN E FUCKIN HELL OUTTA UUUU.. KNNBCCB!!!! DAMN FUCKED UP.. FUCKED UP!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!! DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN !! KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB KNNBCCB… OUTTA MY LIFE!!!!!!!!! GET LOSTT FREAKSSSSSS DAMNNNNNNNNN ITTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA MAKE A FUCKIN AGREEMENT!!!!! COS U E FUCKIN HELL DUN KEEP TO UR DAMN FUCKIN PROMISES!!! BLOODY FUCKS!!!! FREAK FUCK… SO PISSED OFF RITE NOW!!! LISTENIN TO A DAMN FUCKIN NICE SONG TO DESTRESS!!

as sung at [9:31 PM]

Thursday, August 16, 2007

I find it so dumb of me to B lyin to my parents.. It’s lyk suddenly, lyin had becum such a tough thing to do.. MayB it alwaes haf been.. jus dat I din realize.. It jus hurts me.. to see dat my bro’s helping me to lie.. I feel so bad.. I’m lyk such a mean & evil person.. hurtin ppl time & again.. wad do I do now?? Wad else can I do?? Wad else can I sae?? How can I B better?? I’ll try bah.. try my bes in wad I do.. and try to be good.. frm now on.. & 4eva.. it’s not to show ppl.. but to change myself.. I wanna B better.. I’ll try my bez to put dis to actions & not words onli.. sorta love my life compared to a few weeks bac.. but.. last time’s life was much better.. goin to usa again.. hope to B able to celebrate my Bdae wif my frds.. cos.. I’ll be bac on X’mas or on my Bdae..

as sung at [11:33 PM]

Friday, August 03, 2007

You noe.. I’m so slow man.. My grandma went for operation and stuff.. and all along.. it was so dumb of me.. But I tot dat it was a big but not huge matter becos dey were juz gettin rid of a growth.. But now.. my mum jus told me dat it was cancer cells dat dey were tryin to get rid of.. How could I B so dumb to not noe abt dis?? She’s so worried abt me.. She’s sick yet she’s worryin.. just got the news of the process of the operation.. it’s suddenly hurtin me deep.. sacrificin 1 nerve at her throat when slicin off the bad cells.. dat lead to a diff mouth.. she started to haf a slanted mouth.. not onli dat.. out of the 2 glanze, one got hit.. and now she finds it hard to talk and always have flam.. gosh.. Wad else can I do.. her temper is also goin down.. damn.. I’m feelin lyk my chest’s so tight.. hard to breathe rite now.. grandma.. noe wad.. I’m very sure u’ll B find..

as sung at [1:05 AM]

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

I've found a new life.. found a new reason for things.. it's partially my bro dat brought me to my senses.. But it was u whu brought me to him.. U dat show me the meaning of things.. I'm so happy and glad.. thank you for all dat u've done.. my sweet darlin.. i'll nv forget.. the turnin point of time in my live.. U're dere to tell me.. to show me and to lead my way.. makin a new path for me.. Issit still in time?? I dunno.. but i'll try.. cos if i dun.. i'll be upsettin so many ppl.. and i wun know until i try.. I'm really lost for words.. It's lyk on Sat i was still quarrelin wif my dad till i was almost sent to the 'Girls Home'.. But in jus a day.. I woke up.. I realise.. It was my dear whu led me to my loved ones.. and it was my loved ones whu brought me to my path.. dey were always tryin so hard to dig a path for me.. It was jus dat.. I was too BLINDED.. by the good and luxuries in front of me.. I'm not born wif a silver spoon.. But dere's like a bronze or copper one made for me.. I'm so thankful to haf a family lyk dat.. So thankful for havin a dear so true dat he guided my way back to the importance of life.. a new meaning to things.. i love you.. and i'll always do..

as sung at [5:03 PM]