I've gotta slp soon as i've got work..
so this the last post for today..
i went out of the hse ard 6pm..
Intending to go trim my hair..
Walked to the salon feeling bored..
Called my bestie -Vig to chat..
i was walking across the carpark..
and i dun know how it happened,
but i fell down..

i was still on the phone wif vig when i fell..
than i told her..
i jus fell down..
it din actually seemed lyk i fell,
because it was so sudden..
i was so embarrassed,
i din even schout or scream or make any sound..
i was wearing short skirt..

luckily i fell on my knees..
if not the UNCLE across the carpark
would haf seen into my skirt..
now my right knee hurts..
it was bleeding when i entered the salon..

I trimmed my hair and had a wash..
as the air-con at work made my hair super dry and frizzy..
than i went to guardian to get plasters..
one whole pack of the breathable transparent plasters..
which costed 4.90..
than it couldn't even cover my wound..
it was too small for my wound..

than i went to singtel shop
to ask them to help me put screen protector..
and the 4 of us met there..

went to Toa Payoh for Sizzler,
which made me SO FULL..
even until now.. XD
ordered dory fish..
XD than had the salad BAR buffet..
love the soup and the ham.. XD
anyways..

my knee still hurts..
and i'm sending vig photos now..
the photos my phone takes is 1.56mb each..
so HUGE la..
must convert the size so that i can put more photos..
XD so i'm asking my frd to help me..
I've got a nice phone now..
Next thing is mini laptop and MP4..
XD
I'm so bored now, waiting for the file to be sent to her..
will send her another file tmr..
XD

i went clubbin at zouk ytd..
which was lady's night?
wanted to enter phuture first..
But we queued for so long..
than they said, 'NO MORE LADIES ENTRY!'
LOL.. my frd's din want to pay for their entry..
>< so we went to queue at zouk entry,
and wrong QUEUE..
there wasn't any queue to ZOUK..
we queued at the card holders queue..
for almost an hour??
my feet felt so tired..
we eventually went to get the ticket for my bestie..
we made him go, so we had to pay for him lor..
it was so sardine lyk in the club..
Meaning that it was so squeezy..
and the songs were boring..
ppl danced to the songs in a weird way..
my thot of mambo night was damn good..
cos my colleagues all said it was super nice..
but i eventually found out for myself..
i guess i lyk R&B more than mambo..
was so freaking bored by the songs

that i asked my frd if she wanna get a shot..
drinks and all were 1 for 1..
that's between 9pm-12am..
so i was lyk lets get a shot each..
martell..
vig and i brought i drinks back to where we were standing..
than we GAN and drank the whole shot..
it was lyk no kick..
it tasted spicy thou..
but wasn't as bad as i thot it would be..
i think it'll be nicer if we drank more..
maybe when we dun go to mambo..
and go to a 'more high' club instead than get shots..

XD When we were tryin to squeeze
our way thru the crowd to get out,
this bunch of crazy boys were happy playing in their grp..
not realising that i was stand behind..
all trying to tickle another guy..
than they banged into their girlfrds..
and they almost fell..
i was the one who fell to the ground..
and someone stepped on my left foot..
i din mind it..
BUT..
he was heavy.. ><

it was so boring that we went home at 1am..
actually not home, only greg went home..
cos he was recovering from fever..
plus he had to work for his parents today..
so his dad wasn't happy abt it..
sick still can go clubbin ah??

vig, sher and i went for prata..
we ordered mutabak..
my portion was HUGE.. ><
we had 3 BOWLS of curry to go wif it..
BOWLS leh..
haha the person gaf us one bowl than top up twice..
so friendly la..
XD it's a new prata stall..
and i guess,
the standard is better than the previous one..

I miss someone..
but i dun wanna admit to miss him..
cos i'm really tired..
thou i cant help it..

The 4 of us are goin to sizzler ltr in the night..
for dinner, cos vig had vouchers..
so we're gonna eat and greg's gonna KOPE..
cos he's not feeling well..
XD

It's such a boring day..
so, i'm gonna trim my hair ltr..
XD

i'm really so shag and tired..
i dunno if it's me or is ppl getting irritatin..
or am i jus irritated abt minor things?
I was intendin to do ot today..
and guess wad..
i got too pissed off..
i needed to go home to a peaceful place..
at least it's better than work..
me and my other 2 colleagues received mail
asking abt some giro prob that our other colleague somewhere else had..
i asked my supervisor how i shld assist..
as i really din know wad to do wif it..
and guess wad..
she told me that i should take initiative..
and that if i really still din know,
than i could ask my senior colleagues..
now i know, nv to ask her anything anymore..
i asked her because i really had no clue..
and we had to give them a reply..
therefore i asked her..
and she was senior..
if not how could she be a supervisor..
i really dun lyk her attitude..
keep sayin that i shld take initiative
and to tell her how the payment is made
and when it was paid to..
but i din think that i had to retype it..
as the person who sent the mail to us
had already stated all those information very clearly..
unless that supervisor was BLIND..
damn it.. and i complained to my colleague abt this..
and i was so freakin pissed,
i felt as if my heart was gonna pop out..
i guess my colleague got very super fed-up wif me..
i'm such an irritant anyways..
i've not been feelin pretty this days..
the photos i took all looked lyk shyt..
not only ugly..
HORRIBLE is the word for the pics..
sigh..
i wish there was something i could do to make me not so pissed..

i've been pmin u on msn..
N i'm really bored as there's nth to do..
i came online jus to chat wif u...
thou i'm suppose to understand
dat u've got exams comin up..
But i dunno..
Cos we've got different life's..
I'm not who u think i am..
i'm very idiotic..
and i dun understand why
i haf to keep coming online
and waitin for u to come online..
Maybe dats wad i see frm my point of view..
and maybe i'm not even considering ur feelings..
and i jus wanna tell u..
bitchy is who i am..
maybe u could start giving up..
cos i know u're irritated and tired too..
anyways,
I'm not gonna come online tmr..
cos i'm gonna work OT..

i'm glad u've got a man's pride..
and i know u keep saying that
u care for me and miss me..
but i know i wan action and not words..
Ill wait to see ur sincerity..
cos that's the thing i see abt someone..

I went out wif my bestie ytd and today..
cos i was rotting at home and he had a course..
i was so freaking BORED..

i miss u princess...

maybe i haf got something that i've not told u.
but it's not a secret nor is it something to hide.
he was my ex bf.. and he did ask me to be his gf again..
but i told him that i've had enough..
the break up and patches..
the waiting and getting hurt..
the going overseas and come back to see him wif another girl..
i dun wanna rem any of those..
but he and i are still frds..
i'm really sorry to haf doubted u..
i din know it'll cos so much hurt..
u dun haf to delete ur frds..
i dun haf to be ur only frd..
i msged hc and he told me he cant rem if he added u..
so i wun bother..
as to those other frds, u can add them..
i'm fine wif it..

sorry for getting uptight over not being online..
i cant expect everything from u..
u're not god, neither am i..
i know i'm a disappointment..
but i'm in the process of learning..

sometimes i dunno wad's wrong wif me..
or wth my prob is..
sometimes i scold myself for being such a BITCH..

i'm really lost.. but i jus wan u to know..
i'm jus jealous thats all..
i do care..

ure nt online alr...i guess u went to bed alr...i was utterly disappointed whn i saw ur blog post juz nw...

whos corrine? whos hc? whos ah ben? albert i tink i knw who...is he the albert kwan? yes i admit i added him...but tht was bcoz i saw his acc thn i anyhw add...
whos the one nt trustin who nw...why nt i delete all my other friends and keep yours only? will tht make u nt doubt me...mayb its bcoz ive nt gained enuff trust frm u yet...i will still continue tryin to make u trust me fully...
i juz checked my fb...saw our mutual frenz...i tink u deserve an explanation...
its nt corrine...its connie right? i suppose ah ben is benjamin peh...and for hc...i tink he's the one who added me last nite...he...am i right?
the connie...i dont tink i added her...and connie and i gt another mutual fren...her name is kyla...kyla is one of my own fren...the ah ben...i admit i added him...for fun...he...he added me himself...dont believe u can go ask him...
i really nvr doubted u...or mayb its bcoz uve gt things hiding frm me? is tht why ur paranoia is workin up...im sry if my words sound a bit harsh...i juz hate being accused...sry...

juz believe me...ive never doubted u for once...ive nvr wanted to check on u or w/e...
i juz hope u'll believe me...

i was on mc today,
and i was online waiting for u..
i didn't intend to view ur facebook..
but my fronpage keeps telling me
that u've added my frds..
lyk corrine, ah ben, he, albert..
Is it because u dun trust me,
thats why u wanna know them??
or is it because u wanna know more frds..
cos they all stay ard ur area..
i msged he and he told me that he dun know u..

i really dun know..
and i'm starting to haf doubts..
which i dun lyk at all.. ><
I went to clean the floor..
telling u that i'll be back to talk to u..
but when i came back, u were offline..
and u told me to come back to talk..
which we agreed..
but u left w/o even sayin bye to me..
i dunno if u were disconnected..
but my dad was naggin and i had to SD the comp..
My headaches and backaches haf been gettin worst..
i need my slp.. thou i really wanna wait..
but i guess i shld jus leave u alone..
it's study week after all..
you're suppose to be studying
and not having time for me..
i guess thats why..
i feel unimportant..
but yet i understand and i'm not blaming u..
i jus wanna voice it out..
sigh..
i'm not gonna blog tonight..
i'm goin for bubble tea wif greg..
than i'm gonna get my beauty rest..
i wun be waiting for ue msg lyk i did the past few days..
but i'm touched by the post and comments u've done..
touched by a little..

hope to see more sincerity..

went clubbing on Sat which is valentine's..
and i din imagine i would meet anyone
that'll be interested in me..
not interested, as in not interested
but got attracted to me la..
thou i'm not attractive and i know..
but.. i was surprised..
and he was very tall..
check wad.. ^^
when i was in front of him,
i was facing his chest..
i was very shy..
as u know..
it's my 2nd time goin to a club..
and my bastard kept pushin me towards him..
the dancefloor was so hot..
and this time round, it didnt' seem as exciting..
^^ and i could tell that guy was looking into my tank top ><
fine.. we're in the club.. u cant see..
but stop staring.. it's not polite..
i know i'm short and u dun haf a choice..
but try not to stare..
sigh..
went to shane's house to stay..
than it was so boring..
cos i finish bathing..
and i was waiting for greg to be done..
while waiting, i played music..
than i fell aslp..
and greg told me he tried to wake me up..
i can slp wif noise la..
>< he purposely snored into my face..
and sang sher's da peng shu hui tio wu..
haha.. but i still couldn't wake up..
than he hit me wif a pillow..
>< he said i woke up only to go back to bed..
i had a little impression of that..
but didn't rem much..
haha.. after that.. we wore the same clothes to town..
but obviously we were nice smelling..
^^ haha..
it's so boring..
and now i'm at home wif my comp..
Vig, thanks for the card..
and greg.. thanks for the frower.. ><

SINGALONGSONG by 方大同

I wrote dis song it's nt too long
cos i've been thinkin bout u
i wrote dis song mayB i'm wrong
to B caught up abt u
well i dun noe wad u think abt me
mayB u think nth at all
but mayB u could jus lie to me
N we could B in luv u see

Chorus:
Oh it's a singalong song dat's not too long
it's when i think abt u dat i hear songs
n u can singalong mayB if u wan to
cos baby i wrote dis, i wrote dis for u

I wrote dis song it's nt too long
cos i'm the 1 who loves u
i wrote dis song dis cant B wrong
i dun wanna smile w/o u
well i jus wan to make u happy
mayB u wan nth at all
N how i wish dat u're meant to B
forever N a day wif me

Chorus

In everyway u mean more to me
than u'll ever know
girl i'll do my bez to show dis words R true
N if u lyk to make a song
N B a perfect harmony wif me
I'd find the greatest words to sing
so we could write our own romance

Chorus(X2)
cos baby i wrote dis, i wrote dis for u

I replied his msges..
but i din receive any frm him..
i'm really getting bored..
my ex classmate is giving birth..
and she got married last yr..
she seems so lucky..
anyways, i'm goin out wif my frds tmr..
and i'm e only one w/o a date..
it shows how unattractive or ugly i am..
>< sigh..
it's been so boring this few weeks..
and i dunno why..
i miss you..
but am i suppose to??

I din go clubbin in the end..
I got home late..
and i'm bored right now..
that someone went missing..
haha..
and i'm gonna clean ze ploor now..
^^ than i'm gonna relax and i dunno..
sigh..
haha... tmr's fri..
YAY..
cant wait.. ^^
enjoyment on sat..
which is clubbing..
and i hope u can come..
but maybe next time..
i'll take care of myself..
cos i'm goin wif my frds..
so dun worry..
but next time u'll be goin wif me.. XD
than get new phone next fri..
weeeee...
i wan my touch screen phone..
cos so cool...
^^

princess, u asked me to put my future first...

in case u dont knw...
u're my future...thats y my proj can wait and i'll attend to u first...
i realli wan to ask u not to go clubbin on sat...
but wat rights do i hv to stop u from going...haiz... :(
juz take care of urself okks...and dont let anybody bully u or take advantage of u...

take care princess...love love :)

I also miss you..
and i thot u really didn't keep ur promise till i saw this..
and i'm really super touched..
i've got work tmr..
and i'm going clubbin wif my best frds..
but no worries..
i dun think i'm gonna drink..
^^ cos i still got work on thurs..
i still cant find a date on sat..
and it's valentines day..
so bored..
i guess i'm just gonna haf good jap food..
haha..

hello precious princess...i know i promised tht i'll send you a good night msg every night but i failed today...
because i didnt had the chance to use the phone today...
i miss you my dear :)
you're not online now...hope everything is okay at ur side nw

good night princess
much loves <3

princess i feel like msging u nw but i cannot :(
babe, hows work? tiring? i think u cannot come online tonight right?
thats gonna b really bad cause im gonna miss you like crazy

I din know that i would eventually gif my pw..
out to someone i dun really know..
but i'm going crazy..
waiting for your replies..
and when u asked me for my password, i just gaf it to u..
i dunno wad went thru my mind..
now i'm waiting for ur reply but there ain't any..
i really hope u'd reply..
but i guess u're busy wif something..
so here's my last wish for tonight..
slp tight, sweet dreams dude..
i really wish you well.. pls smile..
not for me, but fer urself..
i mean it.. ^^
i'm so glad to haf known you..
i am.. so i wish u would be well..
and strong for all that u do..
nite.. i'm gonnna go to bed..
i'll see if i can come online tmr..
but i guess i'll be doing ot again..
but do know that i miss you..
nitez again..

cheer up princess...ive alr exchanged all my happiness for your sadness alr...
smile for me :)

everythin u say and everythin u do makes me fall head over heels with you!
juz like whats happening right now...

smile, my favourite girl...

If only love wasn't so complicated,