Monday, December 29, 2008
had a bad flu on 23th Dec..
started sneezing and stuff..
felt super cold by xmas eve and had a fever..
well, well.. things still had to go on..
xmas was coming and i had a cold..
xmas was jus walking ard and slacking lyk usual..
quite boring.. but wif my frds..
feet jus hurt.. haha.. by 26th,
i couldn't really enjoy as i didn't have my own voice..
my voice was deep like a man..
'be a man, do the right thing' haha..
by 27th i was singing tarzan's tune perfectly well...
ohyiohyioh..
i couldn't even sing in the club..
all i could do was lip sing..
cos i sounded awful and eyer..
dunno how to describe..
all i know is that next time i'm gonna bring more cash..
so that i can party UPSIDE DOWN..
woooooo.. 'Pls dun stop the music'
2 ppl has been asking for me to be wif them..
but i guess i wanna enjoy my life the way it is now..
thanks for the xmas and birthday presents ppl..
no matter wad.. i appreciate all of them..
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
a break up may not be a bad thing..
14 was the fateful day..
and 15 was suppose to be our 5th mth anni..
my birthday is in 2 weeks time and hurt gushes thru me..
knowin that i'm finally single?
ppl ask me to be their girl..
not wanting to..
for i dun love those ppl..
goin to be 18 soon..
a time for me to party..
a time to enjoy at last..
maybe that was y he broke up wif me..
i needed to enjoy my 18th..
at least allowing me to go clubbing..
everyone says i'm the clubbing type of person..
maybe i am..
and he didn't lyk his girl to go clubbing..
maybe thats why he let me go..
or maybe he really din haf anymore feelings for me as he said..
that was his break up reason..
the very same one as the first break up..
i gaf him a chance..
for he said he regretted..
and he'll nv hurt me again..
but i guess those were all lies..
wad i see right before me is the opposite..
wad i thot was that i gaf other guys chances..
too many chances.. but everyone is diff..
maybe this time round,
if i gaf a chance, we may last forever..
i try my best to be as good as i can be..
maybe i was jus far too foolish..
to believe that dreams do come thru..
i hope love wun be played ard..
i hope that guys will stop lying
that they wun hurt me and yet they do..
jus say u dun love me..
say the truth..
i'm not pretty..
i nv really thought i was..
i'll try to be a better person..
so that i wun haf to count on guys..
i'm gonna drink my hearts out this weekend..
baileys..
I LOVE YOU..
the taste of alcohol jus lingers in ur mouth..
draining ur sorrows away..
Thursday, December 11, 2008
christmas is coming..
which means more wrapping of presents..
many ppl's birthday is coming too.. ><
Hmm.. i dunno wad to get my dearest..
not being able to see him for most of
the weekend for this month or even nxt..
for he's busy wif his 'work'
dar.. xin ku ni le..
sigh..
i guess birthday wun be exciting again this yr..
even thou i've got a super long holiday..
from half day of 24th all the way till 28th..
cos i took leave for my birthday..
but i dunno who to celebrate wif or how to celebrate..
i'm so bored..
nv had a really celebration for birthday's wif frds before..
cos no one bother's to rem..
not even a meal out wif frds..
everyone remember's christmas..
everyone wishes me merry christmas..
but they forgot my birthday is after christmas..
merry christmas to all..
goin to be 18th soon..
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
