Monday, March 24, 2008
i wun be able to blog for a long long time..
and ya..
i'm sorta happy wif life..
suddenly havin so many besties that cares for me..
love them all loads..
and ya..
guys chasin me..
but i still wanna be single..
stop tellin me not to reject u..
it's in me..
a relationship does not only depend on one person u know..
i wanna be single..
so respect me..
we can be besties..
i can gif u comfort when u need..
but not be ur gf jus when u broke up wif another girl..
i dun wanna be a replacement..
and get ur facts right..
if u really haf broken up wif that girl or wad ever it is,
u wun be worried whether she'll sms me or wad right..
anyway i'm only ur bestie..
so i've got nothing to fear,
nothing to hide..
me cooking for u does not mean i like u..
i cook for many ppl..
hopin they'll appreciate.. everyone wants to be noticed and loved right..
everyone wants someone to accompany them right??
so yeh..
therefore,
i dun mind being there for anyone when they need me..
i'll send u smses to comfort u or wad..
but dun think too deep into it..
infatuation gets to me too..
but i shaked that off..
all i ever want is a peaceful life..
and hor..
jus because i wanna be single first does not mean
i dun like guys but like girls..
no way..
i've liked girls..
but i'll only love guys..
gosh..
stupid ming bro of mine..
stop tellin me to go the wrong way.. lol..
and i'm pleased to haf jerjer as
a cute little bestie that always need comforting..
ronnie bestie,
i'll be there..
but i dun wanna be ur girl anymore..
not since sec 3..
no more..
i dun wanna fight no more,
i forgot wad we were fighting for..
ok..
westlife's song..
haha..
1 hr 10 min more before i've gotta leave the house for work..
then maybe i wun be online anymore..
wohoho..
anyways..
if there's anything u wanna say to me..
sms me..
u've got my numbers rite??
love u all pips loads..
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Food at charcoal is just fantabulous..
many problems suddenly surplus me..
i'm tryin to find the best way to solve my probs..
it's like family problems,
i've to like move out soon..
since they dun wanna support me and stuff..
i'm like already sharing a room wif my bro,
and yet i'm suppose to pay $200 for rent..
when all i ever use was 1 cupboard,
1 table and the bed..
everything else at home does not belong to me..
it's like so unfair..
plus, i pay rent,
then i still got no freedom..
it's like might as well tell me to go find other places to stay?
now i'm tryin to save up more money to be able to rent a room at least..
i'm most likely goin to rent a room at my frds aunt's place..
cos she's stayin alone..
and she'll need company..
plus i know her already..
so it's easier..
then she stays in bishan..
bishan houses are usually more expensive..
but she'll charge me less cos she knows me..
if only i could handle both my studies and work and place to stay asap..
then i'll stop havin so many worries..
then at least i can relax my brain for a bit..
i'm like at sher's house now la..
and i'm darn bored..
cos sher's at work..
and i'm meetin greg and vig in 1 hrs time at playground..
ok..
now..
why is everyone tryin to mash me and rence together??
when rence only wanted my number and thats all??
he also nv say he's goin to jio me or wad,
and everyone is like makin a big big huge fuss already..
gosh..
ok..
i'm like in a so confused state now..
i know..
not all guys are the same as my past bf's..
but it's hard not to think of it that way..
it's difficult..
but i know..
deep down in my heart i know i still need a man..
haha..
and sher's dad is singing..
or practically screaming outside..
and i'm..
ehh..
i dunno wads happening..
"ahhhpolavoladola.. "
and he's talking to himself..
omg..
wad "shuddup" ><..
ok..
wadeva..
"dun make me angry.."
"rush home.."
lol..
i think he's talkin to ember..
"i'm angry now.. "
lol..
i think ember shitted on the floor..
SWT..
"when i call u and u dun reply me.."
is he talkin abt sher?
but sher's at work!!!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
maybe it didn't turn out to be as bad as i thot i'd be..
thanks for talking to me last night..
i will try not to be emo le la..
i'll be my cheery happy crazy self u all know me to be..
and ya.. i think that guy ain't as freaky as i thot him to be..
ming de's goin to army tmr in e morn le..
and last night still tell me not to emo.. haha..
ya.. so bored sitting downstairs for one plus hour,
freezing.. like crazy.. i've got work ltr..
and we're goin to charcoal to eat.. yippy..
i really really cant wait.. ^^
then kor kor says he's gonna get me new phone nxt mth..
i'm like so bored la.. jus woke up not long ago..
still thinkin of wad to order ltr.. hee..
i fallin in love.. with my piglet..
cos guys cant really be trusted rite?
its like u thot that it would last..
but they always end up breakin ur heart..
giving excuses so as to leave u..
like 'my parents dun approve'
'i feel lonely, u dun even care'
when i was like workin..
i had to work.. and i told him too.. ok..
im crappin abt the past..
but it's still good to have someone to take care of u..
thou we always follow that song..
"I DON'T NEED A MAN!!!"
Sunday, March 09, 2008
many things have happened,
a long time has past..
N now i'm bac to bloggin for E moment..
crushed by 2 ppl i dun really noe,
findin 1 very happenin & e other very freaky..
i dun really wanna rem alot of things..
hopin that one day dis world..
would jus turn into a fairytale land..
i really wish for that to happen..
if only i could turn back time at least,
i would not make so many mistakes..
maybe this world would be more perfect in so many ways..
no fights, no quarrels, no troubles..
how great that would be..
still dreamin, still in dreamland..
and guess wad..
i jus got scolded by my mum for
spending so much money..
ok fine.. i shop on impulse
& i spend on unnessesary stuff..
i'll try to save now..
if not i wun be able to live on like this when i'm older..
i'll jus blog up to here..
cos i'm actually not suppose to use the computer i think..
cos my parents say my table too messy..
sigh.. for my own good..
but i still dun think so really.. ><
anyways.. i'm sorta enjoyin yet not enjoyin my life..
obstacles are blockin my path..
example, my parents.. ok wadeva..
i shall not bother.. i shall be.. wads that called..
rebellious or guai??
