Monday, June 30, 2008
listening to a chinese song named chuan shuo..
haha..
nice sia..
i'm starting..
or rather trying my best to move on..
getting away from the hurt hc left me..
he hurt me so many times..
maybe i deserved it la..
but i'm so so dumb to be like that..
willing to let him push me around..
i'm not willing to be a doll anymore..
i have my own life to live..
tears rolled down as i rode the bus..
i was on the way back from god-sis's hse..
colin started msging me and comforting me..
there after greg msged me..
he's better in msges than in words..
i had to smile, to laugh..
for i'm not the type to always be sad..
i'm a happy go lucky person..
but when i'm alone..
funny thoughts comes back..
and i dun wanna think abt it..
get outta my mind..
i'll remove u all soon..
SHOO..
everything is over now..
and life has to move on no matter wad..
i know bastard and bff's will be there for me..
i dun need a man..
not any man who does not care..
i dun need hypocrites in my life..
ppl who tell me that they wun do something..
and yet did it in the end..
i'll move on like i need to..
too much chances are given..
i needa get on wif my beautiful life w/o love..
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
The way i saw ppl changing..
as time past,
hearts are different..
sometimes we do not love the same person anymore..
sometime we are willing to wait..
for me..
i guess i jus need someone to care..
and thou i know he's busy,
i still feel lonely..
thou i know he's still mine..
i feel lost..
like jus because he has exams for the whole week..
he has exams even on sunday..
thou i argue when i dun really want to..
thou i argue even thou i know i'm not right..
i'm really sorry my sweetheart..
for i lost my cool..
but know that i really do still care..
i don't want this to end AGAIN..
i realise that when i'm hurt and lost,
i've got no one that i can really share to..
except for bastard..
for bff sher is always not wif me..
only my dearest bastard gives me ideas..
seems like bastard even cares more than dar..
even thou he bo chaps..
haha.. weeee..
hope dar faster finish his stupid exams..
than he'll have time for me..
doo well sweetie..
last day of sch later..
the thought of having 3 hours of class jus..
BORES ME.. haha..
Saturday, June 14, 2008
I'm super duper bored..
i miss dar dar alottt..
Hmm..
i purposely didn't reply his msgs..
but vig was bluetoothing me songs..
thats why i nv pick up ur calls ma..
aiyoo.. u dun have to worry know??
dar dar is LOVED!!!
dar and i had a happening time ytd..
talking crap and disturbing..
he playing maple and me folding stars..
watching kung fu dunk on the net..
very funny sia.. haha..
than randomly his parents ordered pizza..
wanna go swensens with dar dar..
ICE-CREAM.. <33..
bags.. i told dar i need more bags..
than he started saying why i need more bags..
guys and girls are diff wad..
girls can nv have enough bags..
i need a bag that is light by itself..
if the bag is heavy and i put things in,
i'll have double the pain crrying it..
i'll get shorter by not the minute,
but by the second.. shrinkage..
i'm still at vig's house..
and if dar dar knows,
i think i'll be nagged at again..
plus ltr got work at 10.30am..
needa wake up earlier to iron shirt..
dresses are loved..
i need more dresses..
IN SHORT..
I NEED MORE EVERYTHING..
lol.. makes sense??
so bored.. bubble tea wif greg and vig jus now..
after work on thurs, went for quick bubble tea..
cos dar dar was under my blk..
my sweet babykins TRAVELLED..
from pasir ris jus to PICK ME UP..
so sweet la.. stayed over for fun..
disturbed his younger bro which he shared room with..
he was disturbing his bro..
and i found it SOOO MEAN..
if it was me, my heart woould have shattered..
dar dar's parents are very cute..
KAWAII.. since 2 yrs back..
its like they nv change at all..
his parents are loved..
my parents are loved too..
i'm thinking of cooking for my family..
soon.. if i can really whip something out..
suddenly i'm missing babykins again..
he's changed to someone..
who i'll really cherish and love..
even more than 2 yrs back..
therefore..
BABY..
u BETTER cherish me WOR..
if not i'll BOX BOX BOX ur face..
haha.. as if i she de..
i wish baby was here..
to tap me to dreamland..
i jus got stripe shoes from vig..
cos it's too small for her..
jus nice for me..
it makes me taller too..
i passed vig money to help me get shorts..
HOPE CAN GET IT SOON..
VIG IS LOVED..
BABY IS LOVED TOO..
and baby is THICK SKINNED..
everything i'm talking abt is abt him..
crazily in love.. haha..
i gotta go home soon..
tmr GOT WORK YEH..
nights.. ciao..
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eunicecy and i..
cam-whore at vig's house..
My bastrd could sing and fly..
king of angels?
i've got muscles or mussels..
