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Sunday, October 28, 2007

I was still SO ok ytd.. still went to get papers frm pop to make him something.. Nv did i expect to see his sent msg.. It was still ok.. But wad made it worst was dat i was thinkin of makin him something.. Moreover he deleted the msg after dat.. wad wld a normal human think?? dat he is jus tryin to hide something so dat i wun noe or find out rite? i was lyk freakin irritated la.. Den after i forgave him i was still quite upset.. but.. i told myself.. dun worry.. try to trust him.. but it's hard.. it really is.. after always havin loved some1.. But.. not bein loved in return.. havin bein hurt again & again.. time after time.. hurt by ppl.. nvm.. i'll learn to stand on my own.. some ppl says i gif in too much in some ways.. is it true?? she says i'm always treatin ppl to eat.. when they've got no money, and i haf enough, i'm always the 1 who treats her or him.. why dun i see it myself? is dis true?? possibly.. maybe i shld trust, but i still think dat he's lyin thru his teeth.. gosh.. if u cant lie, pls dun.. it's so darn FAKE!!! GOSH.. last nite.. da din even bother to tell me to be careful when i told him dat i was walkin home all alone.. da din even bother at all.. i nsg some other frd.. & even he told me to be careful.. he called me.. to ensure i was ok.. da weren't there.. wad can i do?? damn it.. in the morn i pretended as if nth happened.. maybe i shld always put up a brave front no matter wad happens..maybe i shld not bother to let him noe.. so maybe dats another way not to hurt him.. gosh.. i'm really feelin so hurt.. guys are suppose to pay.. another of my frd says.. but its not true.. but guys are suppose to pay at less the same amount a girl is payin.. if not he's supposed to pay more.. if a guy REALLY LOVES a girl, he'd spend more on her den on himself.. he'd cherish her.. is dat also true? many doubts come to my mind den.. i suddenly feel so lost.. I'M NOT MISSING.. I'M NOT MISSING YOU!!!

as sung at [10:22 PM]




Introductory

My name is Elaine
Born on 26/12/1990
18 going 19
I'm Singaporean
currently trying to keep long hair
Some ppl say I'm crappy,some says I'm fun
No one is perfect, so'I'm not pretty
I'm more to yellow skined than pink
I'm Chinese not Malay

wishlist~

pants are size 25 & dresses S size
white boot cut or super skinny jeans
off grey & dark grey jeans
little black dress
more shorts & skirts
more dresses
more heels & shoes
more accesories
more bags
LV bag
hopefully as a bdae gift..(Black) burberry bag
earring stand filled wif earrings
new specs 2 wear out
boyfriend
true love
sony or canon camera
NDS
pretty things

out of tune







goodbye

My friendster
Amelia
Amy
Ah Boy
Christine
Danny
Delon
Felix
Fifi
Greggy
Indriani
James
Jason
Jessie
Jia Le
Joanna
Kevin
Kasmi
Lorene
Lawrence
Luther
Li Min
Priscilla
Stella
Vaal
Vel
Vig
Vonnie
Wai Liam
Yvonne
Yee May

memoirs

July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
October 2008
December 2008
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
June 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009

credits

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