Wednesday, November 14, 2007
i'm gonna work, then u still wanna be so stingy abt money.. damn it la.. i mean its like givin me more cos i'll not be home for like 2 plus weeks also cannot ah?? got wrong ah?? damn it la.. then wadeva i eat also muz report.. damn it la.. i'm not gonna do it.. makin me like a damn prisoner.. freaking hell la.. its like saying.. wad the HELL.. i cant stand it.. now wad.. i shld haf known beta den to work there.. now i've nth left.. NTH at all.. why mus i be sad all the time?? why is every1 hurting me?? i feel so down right now.. i meant to work for 2 & a half weeks so that i can get the money to get my frds presents.. but now, my plans are spoiled.. by wad.. i cant even spend my own money.. i'm not allowed to haf an atm card for my own bank acc.. so now u're gonna put all my money inside.. sayin it SO FUCKIN NICELY THAT IT'S MY ACC.. DAMN IT.. FUCK.. i had plans.. why dun u fuckin tell me earlier, then i can go find other jobs..???? now all is gone.. wad i thought abt.. is smashed by u this fucking 2 arseholes.. damn it.. i hate my LIFE.. cryin silently now.. not lettin anyone know.. how can my hard work be put like that?? i intend to work frm 8 to 8 everyday.. which is freaking 12 hours.. and 8 to 5.30 on weekends.. so now wad? i shldn't bother working?? i feel so hurt.. so i'm bad evil.. shitty.. wad else.. i'm a bitch?? wth.. i'm always feelin so down.. but wad else can i do.. cry to myself.. and comfort myself.. i ain't able to talk to no one.. hurt.. tears rolling down.. but no one noes.. hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt.. i feel so darn hurt by all this.. fairy tale nv happen.. wad do i do right now? happy ending dun last.. evil surpass them to the dark edge of the table.. i wanna be able to know things.. i'm talentless.. why can ppl all do things well while i cant?? wad do i do to turn things around??
