Thursday, March 13, 2008
Food at charcoal is just fantabulous..
many problems suddenly surplus me..
i'm tryin to find the best way to solve my probs..
it's like family problems,
i've to like move out soon..
since they dun wanna support me and stuff..
i'm like already sharing a room wif my bro,
and yet i'm suppose to pay $200 for rent..
when all i ever use was 1 cupboard,
1 table and the bed..
everything else at home does not belong to me..
it's like so unfair..
plus, i pay rent,
then i still got no freedom..
it's like might as well tell me to go find other places to stay?
now i'm tryin to save up more money to be able to rent a room at least..
i'm most likely goin to rent a room at my frds aunt's place..
cos she's stayin alone..
and she'll need company..
plus i know her already..
so it's easier..
then she stays in bishan..
bishan houses are usually more expensive..
but she'll charge me less cos she knows me..
if only i could handle both my studies and work and place to stay asap..
then i'll stop havin so many worries..
then at least i can relax my brain for a bit..
i'm like at sher's house now la..
and i'm darn bored..
cos sher's at work..
and i'm meetin greg and vig in 1 hrs time at playground..
ok..
now..
why is everyone tryin to mash me and rence together??
when rence only wanted my number and thats all??
he also nv say he's goin to jio me or wad,
and everyone is like makin a big big huge fuss already..
gosh..
ok..
i'm like in a so confused state now..
i know..
not all guys are the same as my past bf's..
but it's hard not to think of it that way..
it's difficult..
but i know..
deep down in my heart i know i still need a man..
haha..
and sher's dad is singing..
or practically screaming outside..
and i'm..
ehh..
i dunno wads happening..
"ahhhpolavoladola.. "
and he's talking to himself..
omg..
wad "shuddup" ><..
ok..
wadeva..
"dun make me angry.."
"rush home.."
lol..
i think he's talkin to ember..
"i'm angry now.. "
lol..
i think ember shitted on the floor..
SWT..
"when i call u and u dun reply me.."
is he talkin abt sher?
but sher's at work!!!
