Wednesday, April 23, 2008
listening to my own music on my blog jus soothes me down..
but i dunno why i cant seem to be able to download it..
haha.. request of helpin out in love..
i cant even figure myself out, how can i help u..
alright..
actually i'm quite happy in life..
not remember anything..
trying not to bother about anything..
my hearts like a darkened hole..
hidden away from many many things that i dun wanna face up to..
i feel very touched when you msg me..
it's not excited..
haha..
because i was hoping that u'll reply..
i thot i missed out a msg..
but when i slide open my phone, there was nothing..
until..
i heard..
a ringtone..
from my phone..
opening it again..
just like in the drama..
i smiled to myself..
seeing that my msg is replied..
made me happy..
^^..
i dunno why this kinda feeling came to me,
but i feel glad..
my hearts not hard..
hee..
been awhile since i felt like this..
age doesn't matter..
thats wad i realise..
but anyways..
even if it's someone who's younger then i am,
i look too young rite?
haha..
therefore its ok..
as long as the person looks average and is caring and stuff..
and taller then me..
i'm glad..
but i still have the feeling that i'm cursed..
thats why my relationships cant last..
sobs for myself to hear..
